if you havent gotten it already, don't ask for it.

it's for me, and my goofey girls.

ilovethemthroughthebottomofmyheart.

bye forever,
xanga.com/betterxtogether

one note: i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.

-- we're pretending we didn't just see that
whole scene two minutes ago.

next note:

-- you don't care about me. let's see
if you ever do, this weekend.

youwantnothingmoreinlife,
thanforhertobeyourwife.oh.

third:

-- old feelings are coming back.
pressing my ears to headphones.

lastly:

-- i'm growing old of you growing old.

" when i saw my reflection in her eyes,
that's when i knew it was time. i leaned
over and kissed her cheek. i sadly said
goodbye. " -- stephen speaks.

i feel a sense of pride. then, i feel
a sense of the complete opposite.

pride:

-- who knows?
could be the silly
music i listen to.

-- i'm trying to resist
meat a little more.

-- standford, stanford,
standford.

no-pride:

-- grades. i've never
gotten such bad grades.
or, rather, grade. jesus,
i'm screwing off my
"social life", and we're
gunna go right to the
books.

-- i'm realizing that
everything is harder
than what i thought
it was.

" wake up, little susie, wake up."
-- the everly brothers

jamers1711: then shower you ball of filth!
jamers1711: you smell worse than kitty litter!

so, i'm gunna go shower.
under the commands of
bedussey. =)

DANECOOK.ILERVYOU.

so, tonight: we saw dane cook.
and i must say. it was funny as
.. ugh, i don't even know. argg
it was wonderful. he so funny..
koolaid, great, as usual. and so
were the jokes we hadn't heard
before. those were mad cute. i
am so ecstatic that i went to this.

so. you're mad missing out be-
cause you haven't heard stephen
speaks, dave melillo, daphne loves
derby, rookie of the year, andd..
time and distance. these are the
greatest. and everyday, i throw
on my "happy songs", these are
all included, and, it makes me
smile about a lot.

thank you to the lovely barnes <3

"do you wander through this life, like a child
without a care? do you feel the things you love,
do you see the things you fear? when the world
comes crashing down, do you just smile and say
'i am the great pretender.'? " -- jon fredrick band.

oh, and.. i won't say anything
before i meet him, but i love
having connections to notre
dame kids.